“I’m Not Fine, I’m Numb”: Imisi Breaks Down in Diary Room

“I’m Not Fine, I’m Numb”: Imisi Breaks Down in Diary Room Confession

Tonight’s Diary Room session laid bare just how much pressure the Big Brother Naija house is placing on Imisi. Walking in, she carried the weight of the week, admitting to Biggie that the experience is slowly breaking her down. “I’m not fine, I’m numb,” she confessed, describing how the chaos of house life has left her disorganised and unlike herself.

Her story of rushing from workouts to tasks, barely with enough time to clean up before throwing a hoodie over her robe felt symbolic. On the outside, she holds it together; inside, she’s falling apart.

The emotional strain has been amplified by ongoing clashes with fellow housemates. According to her, Kaybobo, Faith, and Rooboy have been on her case all week. With Rooboy, things boiled over when she called him “two-faced.” His explosive reaction reduced her to tears as she relived it for Biggie. Kaybobo, she claimed, went further by accusing her of hoarding onions, begging for food, and even hinting she incited Victory’s actions. “That crossed a line,” Imisi said firmly, adding, “Kaybobo always wants to impress people. I only ever sided with Victory.”

Her closest ally remains Isabella, whom she has advised not to waste tears on KK, a man she believes will never change outside the house. The gossip, however, has left deeper wounds. Rumours of her stealing food cut her hardest because, as she revealed through sobs, “I barely eat. They want to ruin my name.”

Yesterday alone, she clashed with three different housemates. Despite the perception that she is strong, Imisi insisted she just wants peace, not fights. Yet Biggie still managed to coax a smile out of her. In the middle of her tears, she slipped into an Omo Ghetto-style impression, raw, hilarious, and unfiltered. For a brief moment, the heaviness lifted.

Still, her trust in the house is wearing thin. She admitted that Zita’s behaviour shifted after winning HoH, and she dislikes clashing with fellow women. When asked who she feels truly genuine with, she sighed: “Only Kola. Maybe Sabrina too.”

For Imisi, the Diary Room offered a rare window into her vulnerability. Behind the strong exterior, she is a housemate fighting to hold it together in an environment designed to pull her apart.